I’ve been thinking of your tiny town,
And holding hands on your ice covered streets,
And wondering what the fuck went wrong when you left me that January.
And when I’m talking with our friends -
The ones you always believed over me,
They say they think I deserve better.
Your friends always tell me I should leave.
So what the fuck do they know?
Is there something that I don’t?
Cause I’ve got a feeling something happened when you left,
But you’re not gonna talk
And I never forget.
Don’t you feel it?
That dulling ache.
I’ve been thinking of my lonely nights
And how I changed in 2019,
When I was at my rock bottom
And you abandoned me.
But I finally found a little piece of mind
In new friends when you withdrew
And you still have no idea the kind of hell that I went through.
Oh, don’t you feel it?
That dulling ache from the distance.
I want your permanent persistence.
Tell me you’re in this.
Tell me it’s endless.
So thank God, they were there to listen to
The fucked up thoughts I was sorting through,
You don’t want to know what happened
Or hear about it, but I’ll never forget
Cause you never wanna listen to
The fucked up things I’m going through.
It felt nice not to have to only count on you.
I started really following Taylor with this album and for years I kind of drifted off from it. But now I have a new-found love for Red because of this. kjaprencillo
Two new songs from emo legends Mineral to celebrate their 25th anniversary that come packaged with a commemorative hardcover book. Bandcamp New & Notable Nov 20, 2018